SIGH SIGH SIGH
1st sigh@
im sorry, recently seriously im not okay.might be the reason of being tired?
presentation final all come along together. and even i try to reduce my sleeping time oso not enough for that :/ so many things with so little time. hate that.
seriously, no need to worry about me. im not being emo at all. im just fine. these days, somebody said that im so lanci =/ maybe it's right, but then, im not feeling okay.so what to do? im tired, so to others i know. but i even feel that to put on a fake smily on my face will only be more and more tiring. that's it, i less smiling, less talking. no other reason, just don't feel like to talk and smile. that's all.
2nd sigh@
today, i take public transport back home alone. should practice more how to back home alone? try to get use to it before doing this everyday in next sem?
then what happened the next, i overslept in the lrt, so i miss the stop :/ at first, i really wish to get back home early as i can. but end up with this, dam stupiek. wasting more time -.-
maybe car pool with yf is more faster huh? .____.
anyway, still can step in my home with my whole wet body. thanks, the heavy rain in evening. i got kinda stupiek feeling with myself. wtv, let go-__- everything i wish to happen, din't happen. what happened, just like what i don't wish to happen. what did i say? idk
3rd sigh@
for tomorrow my presentation. OMG im kinda nervous panic hyper now. just hope, i wont shake here shake there during presentation. LMAO, i watched my oral presentation, seriously, ANNOYING MAN! not even my hand, is my WHOLE body keep shaking! YOO lets move it move it! darn, stop.i shouldn't do that. =/ so ya, pray hard for myself,tomorrow, DONT SHAKE. please,,,please,,,please. now i beg myself.HOHOHO u see, seriusly im being abnormal these day. im not like what a sheng yi should be. haih wtv la, it's late now. sleep! NITE WORLD~ =/
